One of the hardest things in my mind, is deciding what is the best choice for me to make. I have to look past of all the influences of my parents, peers, relatives, and people i don't even know and see what i can do with my life and decide how i am going to make it. Sometimes i allow people in my head. My parents have seeped in, my peers have snaked their way into my ideas and my future of who i could become. I have let this influence build up and it has stormed into a pressure that blockades my will. Ribbons of my potential life lines race past, yet i cannot see them clear enough to read the fine print.