I have been talking to my mom and thinking to myself, why am i going to a college that isn't offering me what i want when i can go out there and do what i want through a small inconvenience of twitching my conscious into believing what i have to do is the right thing. I am going to throw it out to dad tomorrow and see what he says... I am scared he will agree to this idea.. i may have to put aside all feelings of disgruntlement and re-conform myself that which i have in the past despised...